It makes me laugh to think of all the stupid stuff i use to do, And It makes my want to throw up knowing that i will never be able to do those things again. All those smiles that i caused are gone and it hurts knowing that but it feels good knowing that more is to come. So if your reading this think of a moment when i made you laugh and if your really my freind than you should have allot to choose from, you got the memory, now write it down for me please so that i can save it. I got an F in french and F on my report card thats on my record, my mom yelled at me today for geting to angry, i almost broke my trumpet because it made me angry, i told my borther he was a jerk because he made me angry, and i fell asleep in the middle of the day becasue it was the only thing that wasn’t makeing me mad. I now relize that i can’t get angry like use to, i creid and i don’t cry i’ve only creid once since i was six, i lost one of my best freinds and i don’t know why or what even happened, someone i barley know is keeping me awake so that sleep in nothing more than a day dream i have when i am soppose to be awake. I hate to admitt this but i’m scared, i’m terrifed acually, and i don’t knoe what off, and why i feel like this. Which brings me to my conclution it time for shyla to finally grow up and face my demonds, so one last time when ever i made you laugh write it down so i can save it.